Happiness for real!

well yesterday was the most I have felt truly happy for in a long long time. I heard from Bournemouth Uni that I have a place there!! I was shaking when I had the ucas notification and its still sinking in. My life has changed so much in the past 2 years, and I am trully starting to feel that my life is getting back on track and that I am reaching where I want too. This time last year I was worrying about the calories in dried fruit and how much I have ate and now I am worrying about my assignments and making sure I get a good grade. It was pretty ironic that the same morning I weighed myself and felt happy but a few hours later when I had this news I was so happy, I cried when I found out. I didn't feel I would be able to go to uni, and now I have been giving the chance. Although the ed is still their I WILL NOT let it take over my life it is no longer the main focus in my life.

Well after my good news. I went to stay at a friends house where we shared cocktails. I had a mojito, cosmoplitan, and a belini with champagne! admitally more than one. I even bought some mini muffins from costa to share something I haven't ate in a long time, and it was my night to celebrate.

I am feeling so excited about my future in getting away from where I feel I have spent most of my eating disorder. Bournemouth is an amazing place to live.close to the beach and a good nightlife too. well im not really a big one for going out and drinking. But I feel I am now satrting my life I am finally reaching where I want to in my life